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Its really difficult to make decisions knowing that no matter what you decide, it's going to hurt someone.... Most likely yourself or worse, everyone.

Its really difficult to be confident of a decision made knowing how painful it feels once you've done it. You wonder if it was the right one or just a fraction of the pain if you had made a different one.

Its really difficult believing that you made the best decision, knowing that you did hurt someone trying not to hurt anyone, not intentionally but, by misunderstanding. Or perhaps misinformaiton led me to that decision, therefore, making it wrong? 

Its really difficult to understand that most likely, the decision was correct and ultimately, I'm saving myself and everyone else from more pain and unnecessary drama. 

Its just really difficult to accept that something that made me so incredibly happy is the wrong decision and the decision that makes me feel miserable is the right one. 

Such is life.