Complicated thoughts, many of them.

(copied from facebook notes)


How are you supposed to explain yourself to other's if your still trying to figure how to explain yourself, to yourself?

I have so many things I'd like to do but, I'm wondering how many of those things are because other's want me to do them, not me. 

I started noticing my choices are having an affecting on some of my relationships, as I knew it would and always does. How can I balance taking care of myself and keeping friendships that ask more of me than I want to give?

I hope that in the end of this I am less misunderstood.... its annoying. Or maybe I always have been... I can't remember. Either way, its annoying.